Carl Pollard
Ever watched one of those early 2000s spy movies? The hero’s rocking a sharp suit, dodging lasers, and busting into the villain’s lair. Henchmen are tripping over themselves, alarms blaring, and some dude smacks a big red button. A voice booms, “Five minutes to self-destruction!” The place randomly catches fire, the hero tosses bad guys like ragdolls, and at one second, he dives out, explosion blazing behind him. He walks away without a scratch. Y’all seen that movie? Probably had Tom Cruise in it. But let’s be real, I’ve never seen a self-destruct button in my house, my car, or anywhere. Who’s rigging their stuff to explode? We’re wired to protect what’s ours. If someone’s torching their own life, we’re calling for help. That ain’t normal.
But spiritually? We smash that self-destruct button like our lives depend on it. Proverbs 14:12 warns, “There is a way that seems right to a man, but its end is the way to death.” When we pick our path over God’s, we’re not just stumbling, we’re setting off a spiritual explosion. Let’s dive into Romans 7 and Judges 9 to see how self-destructive tendencies wreck us and how Jesus pulls us from the rubble. This isn’t a movie; it’s real life, real struggles, and we need God’s Word to guide us.
In Romans 7:15-25, Paul speaks from the heart and says, “I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.” Paul, the super-apostle, admits, “I’m a mess!” He wants holiness but keeps sabotaging himself. By verse 24, he’s crying, “What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death?” Do you feel what Paul is describing? You want to stop snapping at your spouse, but you lose it. You want to quit that addiction, but you’re back at it by Friday. You want to pray, but you’re scrolling till 2 a.m. That’s self-destruction. And it’s not just big sins, but quiet ways we undermine God’s plan. It’s the bitterness we nurse, the pride we carry, the shame we let define us.
Last week, a friend of mine showed me a fresh cashew—a fruit with the nut hanging off. He warned that the oil in the shell is poison; it burns, itches, can even kill. Before he finished, I rubbed it on my arm. Why? No clue. Now I’ve got a chemical burn. That’s self-destruction in a nutshell (catch that?).
Judges 9 is a trainwreck. After Gideon’s victory, Israel ditches God for Baal. They “didn’t remember” God. This is not amnesia, but willful rebellion. Abimelech, Gideon’s son, manipulates Shechem, slaughters his 70 brothers, and becomes king. It ends in chaos—a millstone crushes his skull. Israel’s story is ours when we reject God for pride, lust, or that screen. Every choice is life or death.
So how do we stop? Romans 7:25: “Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!” Jesus took our wounds to the cross, rose to break sin’s chains, and offers freedom. John 10:10 promises life to the full. Repent (Psalm 139:23-24). Renew your mind with Scripture (Romans 12:2). Surrender to the Spirit (Galatians 5:16). Self-destruction doesn’t own you. Romans 8:1 declares, “There is now no condemnation for those who in Christ Jesus.” Jesus is your deliverer. No more self-destruct buttons. If you’re hiding sin, break free today. Christ offers forgiveness and salvation. Let go of those vices that are keeping you from a life of sanctification!
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